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Update: I've got the "It's a Wonderful Life" DVD. "Into The Wild" DVD was purchased and viewed, was a good true-story, and gives me a lot to think about as I plan my own adventure. There's still a lot for me to do.I'm feeling like George Bailey did in the film, over most of this past year, and this week has been a particularly rough one. I feel like giving up on everyone, as they have given up on me. I'm not jumping off a bridge or anything, but I'll probably end up a hermit in the woods of Canada before long, and all the better for everyone else. This is the last entry that you'll see, and I won't be bothering anyone in the future, so you can safely erase my memory now. Good bye, and good luck! Peace. Tags: canada, friends, games, movies, music, philosophy, relationships, sad, video
Mood:  melancholy
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I'm back, after another very long drive, but not worse for wear. This adventure will never be repeated, at least not with me included. If you want to know details, feel free to chat with me, but I'm not going to replay it all here. All I will say is, again, almost all problems come down to communication breakdown. Nobody has thee version of the truth, so your going to have to use your own brains and figure it out! Don't worry, Canada, I don't blame you... I accept all blame that is due. Everything extra, or that which does not truly matter, for it is not true or real... who cares? Peace! Tags: anime, canada, friends, games, sad
Mood:  disappointed
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This week starts my string of busy weekends. Saturday, I went to a park with Josh and friends, had a BBQ, played Apples to Apples, and some DS. There was much rejoicing, but in a more mature way than in our college days. I notice this more and more, how people mature and gain experience, some in different ways. Sunday is my brother's birthday party, and I'll get to see his new house for the first time. Next weekend is Canada for the Fan Expo in Toronto, probably. The week after that is Syracuse and Oswego for the State Fair and TNA wrestling, moving stuff, and hopefully some time with my STG friends. Busy, yet fun times. Tags: canada, ds, family, friends, games, stg, wrestling
Mood:  sleepy
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If there's one thing that I believe effects people's lives more than anything, it's labor issues. I celebrated labor day by working for 12 hours, and neither job I was planning on working for anymore. Last week, someone new guy quit at Hillside Laundry, so I got to work 3 nights, including Labor Day, and of course we stay open until 11pm as usual. The pots job at Cooper dinning hall, I must say, was easy today. But I haven't learned if anyone is going to be taking my position yet, and I don't know when they'll finally tell me something. It was a relatively easy half a day of work, but it's still kinda more than I want to be working. I learned that I got a 50 cent raise at the laundry, so I'm up to 6.50 per hour. I do get paid Tuesday for the first time from Auxiliary Services, so that's one good reason to stick around a bit longer. Neither job is going to get me anywhere, so I have to keep looking for something better. There's the county jobs in Oswego, and the possibility of some temporary employment agency... but I'm still not optimistic. I've been saddened. My mother called me and said I should apply for a job where my cousin and her husband work, back around Schenectady. It's a computer job, but I don't know much more about it, and I'm still waiting for their email so I can send out my resume. My father tried to help me get a job with the department of education, or something, so I emailed my resume to someone, but I doubt I'll be qualified for a state job. All I really want is a union job, or something with good benefits and can pay off my student loans, so I can move to Canada. Working (being unemployed and underemployed) in Oswego has left something to be desired. One of my brothers moved to California again last month, and left me his car... the other is getting married after Thanksgiving. I am not doing so much... Tags: canada, job, sad, work
Mood: pessimistic
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It's been a while, but I have some good stuff to write. I just got a call from Auxiliary Services, and I'm going to be a temp-part-time pots person in Lakeside for a couple weeks, but it remains to be seen if this turns into a permanent job. It could be that my days at Hillside Laundry are numbered; they probably are either way. I've given up on the computer related job for a while. Saw a WWE show in Syracuse, and it was alright, but not TV or PPV quality. I'm adding pictures to my website. I wanted to go to a Nine Inch Nails show in Albany, but the show is now TBA with only a date and no other info, but I still hope NIN will come to upstate NY. I've got two characters in the guild Out_of_Control on Dreams:Faith server in Conquer Online. We are the biggest guild by far! The website and playing have taken up most of my free time. Feel free to join this FREE game and have fun with the rest of our house! Canada has proved to be more progressive than America over gay marriage, and of course the Catholic church condemns them now. Somehow, I will reach the land of goodness. For now, I'm home alone, which means I am spending a lot of time in my room... alone... and naked! Tags: canada, conquer, games, work, wrestling
Mood:  nude
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